Dream Analysis – The Enablers of Pain

I'm at a party my sister and her partner are hosting because they just finally got a pool after all those years wishing they had one. Well, now they do! Hurray. A handful of their motley crew are in attendance, including a new friend who has a 7-8 year-old kid. My sister's partner encourages me…Read more Dream Analysis – The Enablers of Pain

Dream Visions – One Small Step in Hell

My partner and I had plans to drive to his friend’s house for his birthday (note, it turns out it was his birthday per my partner the next morning, I had not memorized it). However, when we get to my car, the car had been switched with a jeepish vehicle without a roof, doors, or…Read more Dream Visions – One Small Step in Hell

Learning To Lie

When I was a young kid, I had a friend who, along with my parents, taught me the lesson that to be a good person, you need to lie sometimes. To protect feelings. To show you care. To have friends at all. My friend, RJ, was six years old, the same as me, when we…Read more Learning To Lie

13 Steps to Self-Healing and Becoming a Healer

Piggybacking on my Youtube video where I ramble on about my thoughts on divinity, perfection, God, system-adherence, blind faith, and the Anon 12 Steps in relation to these concepts, it felt appropriate to rewrite the traditional 12 steps. If you are interested in the reasoning behind the changes, watch the video. Here are the improved…Read more 13 Steps to Self-Healing and Becoming a Healer

Mother’s Day – A Message for those who never really had one – You don’t have to settle or enable anymore

If you are sitting here today feeling guilty or anxious for the coming holiday, watch my video. Know that you are not alone. Know that you do not have to settle for a mother who never really was a mother to you. Honor those in your life who really cared for you and were really…Read more Mother’s Day – A Message for those who never really had one – You don’t have to settle or enable anymore

Claiming the Unconscious and Clarifying the Self via Lucid Dreaming: My 8 Step Process

Cut out any excess indulgences or chemical patches which can block your neural pathways (within safe bounds and with the assistance of a doctor if prescriptions are involved. Some medications may in fact assist in neural communication for you while some may not depending on your unique situation). This includes caffeine, alcohol, marijuana, nicotine, sleep…Read more Claiming the Unconscious and Clarifying the Self via Lucid Dreaming: My 8 Step Process