Conversations With Dead People – Episode 6: My 20th Birthday Cacophonous Affair

This year marks the 10th anniversary of my 20th birthday disaster (yes, I'm 30 this year). My birthday and spring in general has historically been a hallmark for general pain and suffering for much of my life, for one reason or another. I remember a time when I was really young, before the age of…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 6: My 20th Birthday Cacophonous Affair

Delving Ever Deeper into My Daddy Issues – A Creepy Shower and Night Terrors of Choking

See the video for the rambles as I try to unravel more of my daddy issues and where they stem from. Another memory involving a shower came to mind which I explore, along with the general conditions of my childhood, and finally a tidbit about night terrors and complex PTSD flashbacks to a traumatic sensation.…Read more Delving Ever Deeper into My Daddy Issues – A Creepy Shower and Night Terrors of Choking

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 2: My Soulbrother

See the video for my initial rambles. It is enlightening the subjects which bring up certain feelings that are so clear when watching a video back. There was a time I had difficulty watching a video of myself, even a short one. But I suppose in the method of self-reflections and completely within self-control, it…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 2: My Soulbrother

Song – Determined to Understand

Have a listen on my Youtube channel. This one is a darker, more melancholy composition. It centers around searching for answers, looking for the truth, and diving deep into the self to to find them; all the while trying to bridge the chasm between the self and the ones you love. While isolated and surrounded…Read more Song – Determined to Understand

A Door Slammed Softly

They say that INFJ's are door-slammers. Perhaps, more efficient relationship enders? Perhaps, too apt to attract toxic relationships? Perhaps the Fe is just too predisposed to needing to please others that it is too difficult to face far less harmonious┬áresponses. Plus, "I have a good idea of where I want to be, and right now,…Read more A Door Slammed Softly