13 Steps to Self-Healing and Becoming a Healer

Piggybacking on my Youtube video where I ramble on about my thoughts on divinity, perfection, God, system-adherence, blind faith, and the Anon 12 Steps in relation to these concepts, it felt appropriate to rewrite the traditional 12 steps. If you are interested in the reasoning behind the changes, watch the video. Here are the improved…Read more 13 Steps to Self-Healing and Becoming a Healer

Mother’s Day – A Message for those who never really had one – You don’t have to settle or enable anymore

If you are sitting here today feeling guilty or anxious for the coming holiday, watch my video. Know that you are not alone. Know that you do not have to settle for a mother who never really was a mother to you. Honor those in your life who really cared for you and were really…Read more Mother’s Day – A Message for those who never really had one – You don’t have to settle or enable anymore

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 7: Patient Zero of My Dysfunctional Relationships

This one snuck up on me, as the end of the video will give away. This one is primarily about my mother, though certainly applies to both of my parents. The primary lesson in all this is the danger of prioritizing material wealth and well-being over emotional health and well-being, physical health, interpersonal relationship health,…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 7: Patient Zero of My Dysfunctional Relationships

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 6: My 20th Birthday Cacophonous Affair

This year marks the 10th anniversary of my 20th birthday disaster (yes, I'm 30 this year). My birthday and spring in general has historically been a hallmark for general pain and suffering for much of my life, for one reason or another. I remember a time when I was really young, before the age of…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 6: My 20th Birthday Cacophonous Affair

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 5: The Ex Who Never Knew Depravity (A political ramble)

See my video where I go more in-depth on my feelings and interpretations. This particular relationship was quite polarized by politics, and was ultimately ended by a difference in values which was typically expressed thru political debate. The classic story of the guy born on the wrong side of the tracks getting involved with someone…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 5: The Ex Who Never Knew Depravity (A political ramble)

End of the Road – A Tragic End to a Beautiful Woman and Survivor of Chronic Abuse

See the video for my thoughts. As far as what I want to put here, well, just this: Face yourself. Look at the child you are. Never abandon the child within or any children under your care. Look inside and work it out. Vocalize. No more running. No more paying forward the pain of loss…Read more End of the Road – A Tragic End to a Beautiful Woman and Survivor of Chronic Abuse