13 Steps to Self-Healing and Becoming a Healer

Piggybacking on my Youtube video where I ramble on about my thoughts on divinity, perfection, God, system-adherence, blind faith, and the Anon 12 Steps in relation to these concepts, it felt appropriate to rewrite the traditional 12 steps. If you are interested in the reasoning behind the changes, watch the video. Here are the improved…Read more 13 Steps to Self-Healing and Becoming a Healer

Claiming the Unconscious and Clarifying the Self via Lucid Dreaming: My 8 Step Process

Cut out any excess indulgences or chemical patches which can block your neural pathways (within safe bounds and with the assistance of a doctor if prescriptions are involved. Some medications may in fact assist in neural communication for you while some may not depending on your unique situation). This includes caffeine, alcohol, marijuana, nicotine, sleep…Read more Claiming the Unconscious and Clarifying the Self via Lucid Dreaming: My 8 Step Process

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 6: My 20th Birthday Cacophonous Affair

This year marks the 10th anniversary of my 20th birthday disaster (yes, I'm 30 this year). My birthday and spring in general has historically been a hallmark for general pain and suffering for much of my life, for one reason or another. I remember a time when I was really young, before the age of…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 6: My 20th Birthday Cacophonous Affair

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 4: The Sister that Chose Not to be a Parent

See the Youtube video. It says it all really. My sister saved me in many ways thru my childhood. For this I am ever grateful. However, things could have been better even so had priorities been different. Better for just about everybody. There was some power there. But those were not the priorities my sister…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 4: The Sister that Chose Not to be a Parent

Delving Ever Deeper into My Daddy Issues – A Creepy Shower and Night Terrors of Choking

See the video for the rambles as I try to unravel more of my daddy issues and where they stem from. Another memory involving a shower came to mind which I explore, along with the general conditions of my childhood, and finally a tidbit about night terrors and complex PTSD flashbacks to a traumatic sensation.…Read more Delving Ever Deeper into My Daddy Issues – A Creepy Shower and Night Terrors of Choking

Conversations With Dead People – Episode 2: My Soulbrother

See the video for my initial rambles. It is enlightening the subjects which bring up certain feelings that are so clear when watching a video back. There was a time I had difficulty watching a video of myself, even a short one. But I suppose in the method of self-reflections and completely within self-control, it…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 2: My Soulbrother

Thoughts on Shame: Root Incidents and Unraveling the String of Deception – Part 1

I must nod to CelticCounseling on Youtube for providing much of the raw data and insights which brought up the thoughts I'm about to go into. She is a truly remarkable woman with some serious thoughts and ideas for consideration and nourishment. Go check her out, I implore you, particularly if you are a sufferer…Read more Thoughts on Shame: Root Incidents and Unraveling the String of Deception – Part 1