Trigger and Adult Content Warning: sexual abuse, violence, and morbid scenes not appropriate from children or anyone sensitive to abuse or gore.
See the video where I ramble through these steps and a myriad of pitfalls and obstacles that I've encountered. A general overview for reference: Activate your sentient: Choose to be aware. Monitor yourself in a kind and neutral fashion. Look for "odd" thoughts or behaviors. You will know them better and better as you find…Read more The Core of Counseling – Self-Help: My Steps to Improving Self-Awareness
See the video for my initial rambles. It is enlightening the subjects which bring up certain feelings that are so clear when watching a video back. There was a time I had difficulty watching a video of myself, even a short one. But I suppose in the method of self-reflections and completely within self-control, it…Read more Conversations With Dead People – Episode 2: My Soulbrother
Have a listen on my Youtube channel. This one is a darker, more melancholy composition. It centers around searching for answers, looking for the truth, and diving deep into the self to to find them; all the while trying to bridge the chasm between the self and the ones you love. While isolated and surrounded…Read more Song – Determined to Understand
I must nod to CelticCounseling on Youtube for providing much of the raw data and insights which brought up the thoughts I'm about to go into. She is a truly remarkable woman with some serious thoughts and ideas for consideration and nourishment. Go check her out, I implore you, particularly if you are a sufferer…Read more Thoughts on Shame: Root Incidents and Unraveling the String of Deception – Part 1
Okay, maybe not actually dead, but certainly dead relationships. I'm a Buffy nerd so I couldn't resist (it was the most introspective and psychologically powerful episode in the entire series in my opinion). As I see it, you cannot always bridge the gap created between two individuals, but you can find a way to express the…Read more Conversations with Dead People – Episode 1: In-Love with an ISTJ (as an INFJ)